You know damn those days where everything seems made to go from bad to worse?
one of those days where you wake up angry black for whatever reason, astral, cook a pasta dish, creating one of those pimps soft tasteless and not worth a shit you know! There you have gone too. Sure. Well
Today was not one of those ...
Yesterday I spent a nice night to say rubbish and drink beer, to violate the rules I had set myself being comfortable. I stayed with Don in the warmth, hoping to never get out of that cocoon of tranquility that envelops us. In the afternoon, just wake up everything was as it should be in our daily living. The day
spent walking the streets of downtown to buy cd in, maybe one day I'll regret ... Unconsciously, I bought records that remind me of things I should forget. (When you buy a "The Best of the Velvet Underground, only because it contains a song (11) understand that it means to be angry with you).
And now, at home, has arrived. Damn time each week is to break my balls with his presence at all well seen. The moment when you realize that maybe you have nothing to do and nothing to say, when the depressive emoandante that everyone at least once or twice a week we subirci.
With the supplemental, damn, feelings of loneliness and alienation. Capita often at all, I think ... but I can not comprehend why it should happen. The human being is not perfect and in my opinion, because of this.
In these cases I believe that musicians make the nutshell writing sad music. When you have these moments, it does everything to get hurt:
- If you're depressed, for example, you hear songs that can cheer you up? But not dead right? It would be almost too easy! You listen to sad songs that tell of abandoned women, poor drug addicts on the verge of death, lonely days, suicide, and so on and so forth.
- Or if you shit on duty as a Boeotian spring, you go to listen to that song? The most pissed off? The song that makes you smignottare around with her friends and that makes me want to smash your face?!
NO! Do you feel that eighty times the background and purpose was or song that you spent (you are sure to twenty more before you).
short, the music in these moments you do not turn it up, does not help at all. That's why today I did the only really inteligente purchase of the last two weeks: "Tyrannosaurus Hives . A CD that just play awards makes you angry with your mother and the rest of humanity. Could pass in front of a guy who has just shot that drags on the ground panting and ask him if he da accendere.
In momenti come questo vorresti solamente sparire e andare per i cazzi tuoi, camminare per le strade di chissà quale città ed evitare di parlare a chiunque abbia la possibilità di rispondere. Fare come nel video dei The Verve " Bitter Sweet Symphony ", sbattere addosso a tutti guardando sempre dritto davanti a te.
Altro che Maude e le sue teorie di vita, del tipo: " Il mondo è bello e i fiori profumano sempre di più quando sei felice ". A volte, per quanto sono incazzata, sparerei ad un ragazzino con il lecca lecca a girella in mano che canticchia " Siam tre piccoli porcellin "!
Anche la filosofia, nel momento "Presa A Male", does not save anyone. I think Freud right now he shakes my hand, because even if soaked in TOTAL indifference, I can be told just to my ego. And I admit it.
I do not know why human beings should try every way a reason to get hurt. But it is and always will be, no matter how stupid it's the best thing to do. The self-induced suffering, sometimes, help to increase their personality and to spend all ... But others, need outside help. Someone who can get us out of the dark vision of the things we have in those moments.
And in my case and a simple text, a person now that I think is the most important
http://hotfuss-henrietta.blogspot.com/
and thank you. Words! Here is how to man, is write, think, scream, stamp on them, take them by the neck and stuck firmly into the process if needed. They are one of the best human inventions, before the chocolate and pick up dog poop. It is the only thing that can save us from moments "Plug in Male '. That's why I wrote this sea of \u200b\u200bshit, that's why I will continue always to write and to use any legal proceedings. 
Lisa Says , Fuck Off And 'good to be mentally ill.
Esy.
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